Day 1 without her

Today is the 1st day after we broke up. I drank a lot yesterday but I was still sober n my mind is all her. I'm the 1 who told her that I wan a break coz recently we kept arguing. I should not aspect her to change str8 right~? I'm too forcy, I regret after I made that decision. I kept calling her but she dun wanna pick up. T.T

I talked to Chyi(her bestie), Nicole, WengHong and Hui Mun. The end I decided to go to her house tmr n talk to her. I hope that I can get her back~

I can't sleep~ So I opened up our photo folder in my com n I printer lots photo of us n I wanna pass to her tmr morning~

Before I sleept, I pray hardly I hope god will bless us.